And now I am just trying to process a life-changing event while my life just keeps rolling along as normal. I don't know if this makes sense or not. It's just that it almost seemed like a really great dream and I have wonderful memories of it but nothing has physically changed. And then on the flip side I try to imagine when we really do bring him home and the big changes that really will happen........like my post title.....I am just processing and trying to make sense out of it all tonight. I love that little guy and miss him so much.